Finding our way………

Friday evening we came home from Albania……. and as it was my fourth time going there I know it takes time for me to adjust to “normal Dutch” life again. Every year it seems it takes a bit longer, every year I leave a little peace of my heart in Albania……….

Sharing our stories, going to church, talking to friends and family, it is all helpful and I love it. But still……. my days feel empty and are filled with nothing that really seems to matter…….. for this moment. So I just embrace that feeling, embrace the fact that God gave me this ambassadorship, embrace the fact that my heart is in two places.

So if I call you or send you a text message these days, know that it is because I need to find the peaces of my heart and the meaning of my daily life in Holland again.